dear baby boy:
mom. mama. momma. ma. mother.
so many names that i cannot wait to hear from you.
i still don’t feel 100% like a mom yet — and i wonder when that feeling will really hit me. during labor? when they put you on my chest? when i breastfeed you for the first time? the first time you smile at me?
i have no idea. but i do know that i already love you little man. more than words. and, i can’t wait to see you and snuggle with you. and most of all, protect and nurture you forever.
and i really can’t wait to hear you call me momma for the first time.
love forever and always,